Birthday weekend night 1

Meh. Struck out. Drunk. With best friend trying to have fun at parties want someone to make put with. Adam Levine maybe…yeah. Him. That’s what I want for birthday.

Vicarious by the stolen instruments.
Good shit yes.

I’m drunk as fuck but tbh I’m just happy I’m out and around other drunk happy people. Yaay!!!!!

Soooooooooö drunk right now during my college sprit week. Thanks god for auto correct. So loud here. Haha on tumblr have no lyfe yuuyaaaaayy

The thing is that I keep asking everyone of they’re okay but no one is asking me if I’m okay. I wish they could see what’s going on in my head but I just think more talking would not help my situation. I secretly feel like everyone hates me. Idk. Weird feelings.

I. Am. So. Drunk. Ot high. I can’t tell. Thank god abou correct works tonight. Yaaaaaaay

I shaman the best music when I’m high/drunk

ŠSwweeeeeeeeeëëëttttt

alllright

i gave the birthday boy a little kiss. i was a good girl tonight. walked around in the freezing fuking snoe. cold so dolc. goonight. i made myself an organic low cal waffle and now i am heading ot bed, in my new room. yaay. HAPPPY SUPERBOWL SUNDAY AND HOMEWORK OMG

 i wanted to talk to that cute boy but i dont think i’m his type. dammmmnit. hes just so cute and i want to get to know this one.

I AM SICK OF BEIB COCKBLOCKED OMFG

Fuck. This is college. Why can’t you just grow up and realize what world you live in. Stop being so fucking dramatic and getting attached to every cute guy that takes an interest in you and just let go and have some fucking fun.

damnit. i shouldn’t have put a :) at the end of that last text. fuck. I JUST WANT YOU TONIGHT. COME ON. Lets get drunk and do hot and wild things to each other. is that so wrong?

Sacrificing a night to hookup with a LAX captain…I am such a good friend.

Never been on Molly before. Well there’s a first time for everything

Thinking about boys I want to fuck makes me horny…ohmygod. And thinking about the guys who have been crazy good hookups (not sex) makes me go crazy thinking about the good passionate rough stuff hnnng yay fuck I’m crazy…not really I just know what I want when I’m crazy horny. Hahahaha HERE’S TO COLLEGE !!! :D

okay i got all my shit figured out. noowww i’m going to bed.

it was a pretty good day and i got to snuggle with a nice boy that i need to be nicer to because i am a cold hearted person who distances herself from nice nomral people and gets close to just idk i’m weird. hi nice to meet you.

anyway i liked talking to all the other drunk people on my dorm floor. i had a good night and went “speed dating” AHHHAHAH with a new friend. i love you guys and i promise to not fuck with my blog anymore…well okay at least only after thanskgiving. nighty night

hopefully we all make it through this weekend alright. i just hope i dont relapse at thanksgiving cause thats when it all started first day yup. now i’m 187 days without a relapse! YAY MEE

goodnight i love you

XOXOXO

ps i type weird cause my fingers get drunk when they are cold